I have so much to do and very little motivation to do it.
I have to unpack from our trip.
I have to finish putting up the Christmas decorations. I made the mistake of getting all of the boxes out and starting the decorating last night but got tired and didn't finish and when I came home everything was spread out all over the floor the way I left it and it made me want to turn around and walk right back to my car and go somewhere, anywhere, but here. I live in a 1000 square foot apartment. How is it possible that I have five large tupperware containers of Christmas stuff? How? I think it is time to go through and weed out a bit.
I have Christmas cards to address(which I got for $1.00 at Michael's), and bracelets to make(and send) and packages to send out and Christmas shopping to do. I have only bought one thing.
I knew Christmas was going to be tight this year, but I didn't realize how tight until I sat down last night to look at our budget. It's going to be tight. Joe and I always buy gifts for each other but we may not this year. It's not that I am disappointed that I won't be getting gifts, it's that I love to give them. I really do. I am trying to make a lot of handmade things but of course I have to sit down and actually finish the handmade things.
I love Christmas. But Christmas is stressful.
Thank goodness tomorrow is my day off. Hopefully I can get a bunch done then. I'm sure I will feel better tomorrow.