I am bored. Joe is sleeping because he worked last night and he has to work tonight.
I have been feeling down. Shocking.
Anonymous wanted to know how it was going with the new thief-proof flower basket. So far so good! Here's a picture of me with it this morning.
Today we went to my friend Lynn's daughter's birthday party. Here she is:
Is she not the cutest? Her name is Angie and I love her. During the party her Dad(Mike) had us all come into the family room to watch a video he had made of Angie's first 2 years of life. It was so beautiful.
I made it through about 4 minutes of it before I burst into tears and had to leave the room. Luckily we were standing in the very back and no one saw. I had to go stand on the side of the house and pull myself together before I could re-join the party.
I am so lame(sorry Lynn).
But then we had cake(and ice cream) and I felt a little better.
Some days I think we would be fine with never having kids. But then I go to a kid's birthday party and realize(again) how much I long for them. I wonder if that longing ever goes away? I wonder if I will ever be able to go to a 2 year old's birthday party and not wish it was me singing to my baby?
Last weekend marked 7 years that we have been trying to have a baby, with no end in sight.
Did I mention I have been feeling down?
I wish I had some more cake.