thank you all so much for the ecouraging words. It helps so much to know that I am not alone. Today was much better. Still feeling a bit emotional. But better. I'm going to bed early and hopefully will wake up tomorrow rested and back to normal.
P.s. Thanks for the song recommendation journeywoman. I did'nt laugh. I find so much solace in music, especially with song lyrics that relate to my feelings. I just downloaded it.
I'm posting from my bed on my phone, so pardon the typos. G'night!