Sunday, January 18, 2009

Good Bye

I'm going to go away for awhile.

Maybe for a long time this time.

I promised myself I wasn't going to post too much personal information here anymore and that I was going to try and keep it positive.

But every time I come here I find myself constantly editing what I want to say and trying very hard not to write depressing things.

So it's probably a good time for a break.

I have to find another place for us to live and my husband has to find a job and I can't write about how all of this is going to affect the adoption because there are some not nice people out there in the Internet and I am not going to make us vulnerable to them.

I cannot thank enough those of you who have left kind, supportive comments here.

They really do mean the world to me.

I'll still be reading you all, and hanging around on

I will most likely be back, when I can see things more clearly.

So it's goodbye for now, but not forever.

I heard the song that's playing right now in the movie " Wars" that DeAnn and I went to see last night and I fell in love with it.

It's a beautiful song. Although it does make me cry every time I hear it.

It's called "Dream" by Prisc.illa Ahn"

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. – Philippians 4:6


Janice said...

((((HUGS))) I'm on too. J@nice v@n slimming (obviously replace the @ signs a's.)
We'll be thinking of you and Joe.
Many blessings,

3D said...

Hugs...always here for you.

Keep smilin!

Half Gaelic, Half Garlic! said...

We will be here when you are ready to come back!!

Sending hugs and prayers,


Rhonda said...

Thinking of you. I hope things work out well...and soon.

fuzzandfuzzlet said...

I am sorry things are not going well. Sometimes life is really, really unfair.

I would love to exchange Face Book information. Email me LDBM2003 at yahoo com

Kayce said...

Hugs my friend. I'm here for you always!!! I hope you are still coming up soon, if not I'll have to see if I can make some time to come see you. Hang in there and remember you have lots of people out here who love you and are praying for you. You will be missed.

april said...

Chin up darling. There are great things in store for you.

dmbonilla said...

Michelle.. you will get through this.. hear me when I say these words to you.. here and at work.. hehe.. you are amazing and you are strong.. this time next year we'll be looking back laughing.. i'll be here for you and at work cause we're always "so busy working".. stay strong.. God knows I need you.

Tracy, Amelia and Jack said...

I hate that you can't feel safe on your own blog. Why not just make it private and then you can say whatever you want? The bloggy world support system is so important-especially when things aren't going as good as they should. I'm sure you could still use the support and then feel "safe" about what you say (trust me when I say going private makes a WORLD of difference-I am so glad I did). And how stupid that anyone would report back to your agency what is going on in your life. First of all-get a life and mind your own business! And second-what do they care? It's not like getting you kicked out of line gets them a baby any faster. And thirdly-the wait for China is YEARS long, who knows what your life will look like down the line-you may win the lottery for all they know. I'm sorry this is so long but that just makes me mad.

I have thought of you often since you posted your news. These are such hard times for so many people and it's scary. I hope your husband is able to find a job very soon and I also hope it has health insurance for you! Good luck-glad you aren't leave FB too:)

Marla said...

Hugs Michelle! I totally don't blame you for wanting to limit what info you put out there. I hope Joe finds something awesome very soon.

See you on FB!

Anonymous said...

Wishing you the very best. Take your time and remember we are here if you need us.

I hope everything works out quickly.

Briana's Mom said...

I am so sorry. Take all the time you need. I'll be checking in on you on Facebook.

Kylie's momma said...

Oh my heck...just got home Michelle and am catching up...So sorry to hear about all the SH@T hitting the fan. What else can we say to help? "Try" and stay calm and think things out...don't make yourself sick my friend. Sending you all the support I've got from here.Huuugs!

A Mom- In-W8ing said...

Michelle, your post broke my heart. I will be thinking of you and praying you find the strength to get through this rough time. ((HUGS)) my friend!
Take care & smiles!

Kristin said...

I'd like to second what an earlier commenter suggested - go private and allow only those you know have your best interests at heart to be a part of the catharsis you find through your blog.



Retro Girl said...

Have been behind in visiting blogs lately...just catching up. Am SO sorry to hear of all you've been going through. Including you and Joe in my prayers. Hope things get better very soon. I agree with the gal that said you could take your blog can sometimes be good therapy. That way the wackos can't bother you, as well.

Anyway, take care of yourself. Hope everything works out very soon!

Julie said...

We are praying for you and hope things look up!

Liene said...

Hang in there. You can always pester me on

I hope things get better for you quickly. Life doesn't always turn out the way that you want but you make due and in the end it always works out. I'm living proof.

Rosie said...

Oh Michelle,
How could anyone write or say horrible things...what you are going through is very difficult and did you know that your LID is my Dads B'day!! ..see there is a connection.You always were kind to me when I felt poorly last year .
It will work out,it will.

Shannon said...

I wish we lived closer to each other so we could get together for some serious margarita drinking pity party time. BIG hugs to you.