Friday, December 04, 2009


We don't have internet at home right now. It is a pain in the you-know-what. Yesterday Joe set us up with dial up until we can get the problem fixed.

I am nowhere near patient enough for dial up. I would rather just go without until we can get our wireless hooked up again. So I will probably continue to be M.I.A.

I have been feeling down. Things are still really hard. I'm starting to wonder if they will ever get better. We are contemplating some major life changes and I am scared and anxious. I don't like change. Actually I despise it.

But what we're doing right now isn't working and without some major change I don't know how much longer we can go on.

All of it makes me so very tired.

Thus ends the downer portion of this post.

It's not all bad. We had a lovely Thanksgiving up in S.F. with my sister and family.

We went to see "Wicked". I loved it. I love me a musical(sorry M3! ;). I've been blaring the songs in the car ever since.

We also went ice skating. And not only did I not kill myself, I didn't fall down even once. That had to be some kind of Thanksgiving miracle. Although the weekend wasn't completely injury free. I did fall down my sister's steep and narrow basement stairs while playing hide-and-seek with the kids. My back is still sore from that one.

Last night we went to a friend's birthday party and got to catch up with a lot of people I haven't seen in long time. It was fun. We need to get out more.

I can't believe it's Christmas. I know, I say that every year but this year it just snuck up on me. We aren't doing presents this year and I'm not even sure I will put up our tree. I did put up a few lights on our porch. I think that will be as much Christmas spirit as I can muster this year.

Lastly, my friend Kayce got her referral for a beautiful baby girl. I haven't been so excited over a referral since my niece's! She is precious. Congrats Kayce! We are so very happy for you all!!


Retro Girl said...

*hugs* Hang in there friend.

You're braver than I am when it comes to ice skating! Yikes! lol

I remember my old dial up service. Yuck! Hope it all works out soon and you'll be around. Will miss your tweets and such!

Take care. Will be thinking of you!

M3 said...

That's ok that you like musicals, no one's perfect.


Journeywoman said...

Musicals are the best and Wicked took over Phantom as the best musical I ever saw.


Sorry things are still so bad.

Kayce said...

Wishing you weren't MIA but dial up is a bit difficult to deal with. ;-)

Thank you for all your constant love!! I can not wait to come see you with Jennifer in tow and then soon Sophie will be here and the party will be in full swing!!