Monday, April 28, 2008
Kayce turned me on to this song(the one that's playing) and I got it off of ITunes and I played it over and over and over yesterday, as loud as I possibly could. I'm feeling better. I have a car to get to work for the first part of the week. One of our cars should be fixed by Tuesday(fingers crossed). I am unbelievably grateful to the wonderful friends and family I have. I am very lucky. I had not one, not two, but three different offers from people to lend me a car until we can get ours fixed. I have received supportive comments, and e-mails, and even a phone call from someone I have never even met(Thanks K!) letting me know that people care and they are thinking of me and to keep my chin up. How can I not feel better, after all that positive energy aimed my way? I'm moving forward. This up and down stuff, it's draining. But it's the nature of the depression from which I suffer. It's going to happen. I just have to try and ride the wave until it evens out again. A change in meds is also in order so perhaps that will help too. I had a great weekend and I'm off this Friday(another conference), so this will be a better week than last. For sure.