Monday, April 28, 2008

There's Hope

Kayce turned me on to this song(the one that's playing) and I got it off of ITunes and I played it over and over and over yesterday, as loud as I possibly could. I'm feeling better. I have a car to get to work for the first part of the week. One of our cars should be fixed by Tuesday(fingers crossed). I am unbelievably grateful to the wonderful friends and family I have. I am very lucky. I had not one, not two, but three different offers from people to lend me a car until we can get ours fixed. I have received supportive comments, and e-mails, and even a phone call from someone I have never even met(Thanks K!) letting me know that people care and they are thinking of me and to keep my chin up. How can I not feel better, after all that positive energy aimed my way? I'm moving forward. This up and down stuff, it's draining. But it's the nature of the depression from which I suffer. It's going to happen. I just have to try and ride the wave until it evens out again. A change in meds is also in order so perhaps that will help too. I had a great weekend and I'm off this Friday(another conference), so this will be a better week than last. For sure.

3 comments:

Kayce said...

There's hope! It doesn't cost a thing to smile...you better thank God for that! There's hope!

You ARE going to have a great week! Just don't melt down there!! :)

OH MY #6 said...

Love your attitude my friend!

Lea
xoxo

kris said...

I'm always amazed at how things so often come together during our lowest, hardest moments. I'm glad you're feeling better and that things are looking up, and this song rocks (so does Kayce)!