Saturday, January 20, 2007
The fun never ends
Woke up this morning to searing throat pain and blood soaked pajamas and sheets. I freaked out for one whole minute before I realized these two things were not related. I started my period. Early. Great. And it's a doozy. I stumbled into the bathroom to take a shower and was overcome with horrendous cramps. I lay on the bathroom floor for half an hour shivering and in pain before I made it into the shower. Joe's at work so I don't have anybody's shoulder to cry on. His is such a good shoulder too. This is the worst pain I have ever been in. It is worse than three surgeries(one of them botched). It is worse than the cyst that burst on my left ovary. It is simply the worst. I don't know how to proceed. I can't be in this pain much longer. Maybe I should go to the ER. But do people even go to the ER for a sore throat? Won't they laugh at me and tell me to go home? I'm going to take a Percocet. I have two left over from my surgery last year. I'm sorry this is all soundig so melodramatic. I am writing it with a one hundred and two point five fever. And I am in pain. Did I mention that? That I'm in pain? Something's gotta give. Soon.