One of the reasons I started this blog was to keep a journal of my depression, so I could look back and see when one came on, how long it lasted, severity, etc. Well, mission accomplished, because Holy Moly, this is a bad one and I was in total denial about it until I got it down on "paper". My husband happened to read my last post too(he doesn't read regularly), and he realized we(I) might have a problem(Houston, We have a problem). Two hastily scheduled visits to various health professionals, a change in meds, and many hot baths later, and I am feeling much better. I will be O.K.