Ready

I'm ready to be situated in my new place.

I'm ready to leave my home once and for all so I can grieve the loss of the hopes we had there.

I'm ready to say goodbye to my dog (tomorrow is the day).

I take it back.  I'm not ready for that.  But it's time

I'm ready to have some physical space away from my husband (we will still talk every day) so I can think more logically instead of emotionally.

I'm ready to stop crying myself to sleep every night.

I bought this scroll for joe in china when we adopted gracie. 

It translates(roughly) to:

Never give up, no matter what the circumstances.

Ummmm...yeah, whatever.

Does anyone want it?  Because I'm throwing it in the dumpster on my way out of here on sunday.     :(

I'm ready for things not to suck.

I'm serious, if someone wants that, I will send it to you. Just email me your address and it's yours.