Saturday, August 05, 2006
I've about had it with Blogger. I haven't been able to post for the last three days. Something went wrong with my template(O.K. I messed something up in the template. Whatever.) I'm working on something over at TypePad, but for now, this is the only way I could figure out how to at least be able to post something here. I was thinking about redoing the design of my blog anyway. What can I say, I have a short attention span! Anyway, I am still alive, though not feeling well. ( What else if new). Couple's counseling is not going well. Apparently I have issues and everything that is wrong with out marriage is actually my fault. That may not be the exact words that were spoken by our therapist, but that's what I heard. Well, that and my husband telling her that I never listen to him and I am not interested in anything he has to say. Ummm..I would have responded to that, but I didn't quite catch what he was talking about. I think I may have been counting the MmmmHmmmm's again. We went straight from therapy to a friend's birthday party. I was swollen from crying, then lost it at the party because of all the babies/kids/pregnant people. I thought I was pretty much past all of that. One particular woman(the pregnant one) started trying after we did, and now has a two year old and another on the way. I had to go outside and get some air(cry) just so I could stay for the cake. And I didn't even have any cake. Now you know I was not feeling well. I cried all the way home. Oh yeah, and then we ran out of gas. Don't ask. I think the Prednisone may slowly be driving me insane. I haven't felt this out of control of my emotions in a very long time. Overall not a good day. But hey, it's Friday! At least that's something.