I am finally feeling better today. Really feeling better. We played tennis today, and I made dinner and cleaned the house. I know this doesn't seem like much, but when you feel absolutely horrible for 12 days in a row, it's a huge accomplishment!
I can't take too many more cycles like the last one. I have to have the surgery. Soon. I simply can't take pain like that for such a long time I'm already counting down my "good" days and dreading that they will be over way too soon. I can't think like that. I have to just focus on how I'm feeling today, right now.