Having a much better day today. Almost no pain(almost), but much better than this time last month. I don't know why some cycles are so horrible and some are bearable. We'll be paying the doctor's office this week, so the surgery will be back on soon. Other than that, not much to report. I saw the psychiatrist again yesterday. I have decided I don't like him. My therapist doesn't like him either, and thinks I should go see someone else. I haven't decided yet what I will do. I would like to start getting off some of this medication. Not the antidepressant-I NEED that, but some of the antianxiey(yes, I am taking more than one!) and the sleeping pills. It can't be good for my body to be on so many drugs. I have a lot to do this weekend. I have beading to do, as well as t-shirts to make. Lisa was nice enough to advertise for me on her blog, even though technically the money won't be going towards the adoption. There is no way we can do that without some help. We have no plans right now, infertility wise(besides praying for a miracle) I simply cannot produce 20,000 dollars worth of bracelets and t-shirts!


P.S. My doctor ended up refilling my thyroid medication before we left last weekend, so I was able to get my blood test done on Tuesday as planned. Now I just have to see if I "passed" the urine test. I have had to have it redone EVERY SINGLE TIME because apparently I don't know how to pee in a cup properly! I never get a "clean" catch! I was extra careful this time, and had my WRITTEN instructions from the nurse. I was very careful and was in the restroom forever(much to the dismay of the gentleman waiting outside), so we'll see if I did it right.